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LAST PERSON WHO...
x. Slept in your bed: in my bed? my uncle bahahahha
x. Saw you cry: curtis
x. Made you cry: myself? it was really stupid..
x. You shared a drink with: ummm i guess it was diane from curt's work
x. You went to the movies with: curtis
x. You went to the mall with: nat!
x. Yelled at you: ummm i can't thikn of anyone REALLY yelling... oh wait that matty guy was yelling at me to deal the f'ing cards. LOL
x. Sent you e-mail: hotmail staff.
x. You Kissed: curtis
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I love you" and meant it: yes
x. Been to California: No
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: only play fight
x. Been to Hawaii: No
x. Been to Mexico: No
x. Been to Cuba: No
x. Danced naked: No
x. Dreamed something really crazy & then it happened the next day: not really crazy
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: ummm kinda, they have less shit to deal with
RANDOM TID BITS...
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
x. What book are you reading now: none
x. Worst feeling in the world: being alone, being unwanted <--i agree with natsuko!
x. Future son's name: Jeremy? or Derek? ummm idunno
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: nope
x. What's under your bed: lotsa dust, POGS, MARBLES (i used to be a champ and never gave them away)
x. Favorite sports to watch: n/a
x. Siblings: two brothers
x. Location: London
x. College plans: hopefully returning eventually
x. Piercings/tattoos: a bunch
EXTRA STUFF...
x. Do you do drugs: not on a regular basis
x. Do you drink: hell yeah
x. Who is your best friend: i really don't know anymore
x. What are you most scared of: being alone?
x. Where do you want to get married: las vegas
x. Who do you really hate: the fucking eyebrowless bitch (u know who i mean kinga)
x. Do you have a job: yeah
x. Are you for world peace: for sure
STUFF...
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: edward norton what?
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yeah
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: i don't really have a type
x. Are you lonely right now: not really, i'm at work and we're all bonding
x. Do you want to get married: yes
x. Do you want kids: yes
FAVOURITE...
x. Room in house: bedroom (mmm sleep)
x. Color: black/blue/red... dark
x. Perfume or cologne: cool water
x. Month: summer months
IN THE LAST 96 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: i dont think so
x. Bought something: some popcor
x. Gotten sick: yes :(
x. Sang: just in my head
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes
x. Met someone new: yeah about 10 new ppl at curt's last nite LOL
x. Missed someone: yes (see you sunday baby)
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: yes
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[21 Mar 2005|01:20pm] |
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so starting with wednesday. i woke up early and headed to the bank so i could get my T4 stuff together. went there for 9, but they didnt open until 9:30 grr i thought banks were 9-5!! waited. my supervisor called me around 9:15 to ask me if i could come into work early. i said i would when i was done. so it took like 3 seconds and the woman said she'd call me when she got the stuff in the mail. i went to work from 10am-8pm. LOOONG day. then my supervisor asks me to come in early for the next few days. thursday, friday & monday. yeah whatever, i want money.. after work me and curtis watched school of rock.
thursday was sooo hard to wake up on time. oh man, so tired. worked from 7:30am-8pm. nat called me. asked me to come to the salt lounge. i was meeting curtis at the richmond first though. went to nat's. she made me fried rice & we had mint iced cream. mm mmmm mmm!! we then headed to the richmond and had some green beer. we then headed to the salt lounge and met up with roman and amber + others. watched the band, they were good. took the bus. jeff & kelly were home. stayed up for like 1/2 hour.. had to crash.
friday was even harder to get out of bed. only had to stay until 6:30. my mom picked me up and i got me a curtis a sub as well as rum. we started drinking, but i kinda passed out for abit. kinga woke me up when she called. her and nat came over. we all discussed many things. i got quite drunk and so did everyone else. we headed to gts. then the wrecked room. the music there was f'ing good. i was surprised. we got a pitcher and danced. then it was off to 181. met up with the boys! danced a lot more. decided to leave around 2. curt was still up with milley & cass. i had lost track of time and he thought i was gonna be home at 1. we ended up fighting. i hate how it seems we always fight when we drink. we made up.
saturday curtis had to work at 9. he slept until 9:15. we ran and caught the next bus. i decided to get up too since my girls were already awake. nat ended up leaving around 12. me and kinga cleaned up a bit. i made rice krispie squares. we also watched the butterfly effect. we wanted kfc gravy soo bad, but the bastards don't open until 4. we waited. and finally got to order. mmm big crunch and fries with gravy. i also ordered my baby a twister and right when he got home from work the food had arrived! we ate and then kinga busted a move on home. me and curtis decided to go see hide & seek at good ol' rainbow. i enjoyed it. we then went to the richmond for a drink. i had a rye & ginger and we took the bus home.
got back and watched the shining. we went to bed early... like 12:30 and i still slept until 1:30 on sunday! i reallllly didnt want to cuz i knew that i wasn't gonna be able to go to bed on sunday nite and therefore not get up for work TODAY!!!! but i did. i got up on time and made it here with time to spare. only a few hours left now and then jeff is picking me up! woo. i'm gonna make chocolate chip muffins for when curt gets home from work at 10. then tomorrow i get to sleep in so i'm quite excited about that.
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[16 Mar 2005|10:03am] |
so me and nat were planning on going to a movie on monday, but we were both too lazy so instead we went to subway and got food, then headed to curtis' and made double chocolate chunk cookies. damn they were good! we just lazied around until curtis and jeff got home. jeff's sister lisa came up as well cuz it's her march break. curt got whiskey from his mommy so we had a few drinks + beers and played simpson's monopoly. I WON! bahahhaa me and jeff could have kept going, but it was obvious that i was the winner.
tuesday i slept in.. got to work at like 11:25. my supervisor said nothing bahhaa. after work i met nat and we headed to quizno's. got a sub and ate it in galleria then headed to rainbow. we saw meet the fockers. it was hilarious. ASSSS HOOOOOOLE. we ate nachoes there which were delicious. after that i went to curtis'. him, jeff, lisa and jonny were there watching harold & kumar go to white castle. i ate more cookies (they're almost gone, i guess everyone liked em!) went to bed pretty early.
this morning my mom called to verify that she was taking me to the bank to sort out my whole T4 thing. she picked me up at 9 (thinking that's when the banks open), but they didnt until 9:30. had to wait around. while i was waiting my supervisor called me and asked me to come into work asap. i got my thing in order (it's gonna take 1-2 days) and headed here. he also asked me to start at 7:30am thursday, friady & monday. i said i would. eekkk. i hope i'm not expected to stay till 8, but i'm not sure. i guess i'll have to wait and see. tonite's plan: NOTHING - BE LAZY! maybe watch a movie... sounds good.
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[15 Mar 2005|01:08pm] |
I am// jess
I think// AFTER ive acted
I know// less than i thought
I want// everything possible
I have// a lot of useless shit
I wish// for things ill never have
I hate// people
I miss// elementary school
I fear// the dark (when im alone)
I feel// cold
I hear// annoying customers
I smell// nothing
I crave// attention
I search// aimlessly
I wonder// about the future
I regret// a lot
I love// curtis, my friends & family
I ache// all over
I long// to be loved?
I care// about too much
I always// try my best
I am not// what you want
I believe// in myself ... sometimes
I dance// when i feel like it
I sing// when i know the song
I cry// about the stupidest things (not that often)
I do not always// have a grip
I fight// rarely
I write// when im bored
I lose// my mind
I never// feel 100%
I listen// when im interested
I can usually be found// at curtis',working,drinking, bars
I am scared// when im alone
I need// affection
I am happy about// the way things are going (for the most part)
I expect// nothing.
I should// go back to school, but i dunno what to take...
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[14 Mar 2005|08:26am] |
drunk drunk drunk!!
thursday started off with me working till 8:30... they asked me to stay till 9:30 or 10 to cover for someone, but they ended up coming in earlier than they said. ah well. my mom picked me up and we headed to kelsey's for dinner.i had the nachoes, of course. then we picked up curtis from work and got some liquor. rum, of course. got back to his place and kelly, jeff, vicki, milley and his sister were all ready to have a game of clue. haha we drank and played. everyone ended up leaving around 12, and jeff & kelly went to bed, but me and curtis stayed up and drank and watched van wilder.
friday i didnt go to work... called in around 9. meh, i was tired haha. slept in. made me and curtis a nice breakfast. then he headed downtown to pick up his paystub and have a couple beers with his work crew. i stayed in and cleaned up and had a nice bath! it was nice except jeff & kelly came home, but i thought they had already got home for the weekend, so they scared the crap outta me. haha curtis got home and we went to derek & alexis'... charlie was soo drunk. he kept taking off. we headed to crystal's and he was outside. crystal was passed out!! i ended up getting very drunk. me and curtis walked over to danielle & teresa's (where that shit 2 weekends ago went down)... only stayed for a bit then headed back to crystal's. we only stayed a bit then headed back to curt's.
saturday curtis had to work. hahahahaha so i got to sleep in and then i caleld nat. we met up and headed to whiteoaks. i bought so much shit. some from spencer, but mostly from wal-mart. hahah lots of good food. after my mom picked us up, and we picked up curtis from downtown. he bought some beer. then my mom offered to buy us pizza and wings. mmm it was sooo good. i ate sooo much! then she drove nat home. me and curtis just chilled. then he headed to billy's for a beer. kinga came over. i almost couldnt find her shirt. i did though! curtis came back. then nat came over again. we watched napoleon dynamite cuz kinga had never seen it. sooo funny. we headed downtown. spotlight had some shit going on so we went to gts instead. stayed there for a bit. kinga's friend came. we went to the richmond for jager. it was $4 instead of $2 now. grrr then it was time for 181. ran into the boys, danced n danced. it was good times. got back to curtis's and watched some of the italian job. i love that movie!
sunday we had left over pizza for lunch and finished the movie. then jeff & kelly got home and we played a game of clue and of monopoly. some good times, but i lost. grrr. they went to res and we watched the truman show. then we made rice krispies! mmm i can't wait to eat them today. after that we went to bed early. today i'm at work till 8. going to curtis' after. he won't be there cuz he's off buying me smokes and picking up jeff's sister. haha i'm gona make some chocolate chunk cookies. i wish it was 8 right now.
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[10 Mar 2005|02:35pm] |
THE DRUNK SURVEY!!!
PART 1 - THE DRINKS
1) FAVOURITE BEER: blue
2) FAVOURITE SHOOTER: meh i don't like em..
3) FAVOURITE HARD ALCOHOL: RUM
4) NUMBER OF DRINKS TO GET DRUNK: a few very strong ones... like 1/2 rum, 1/2 coke LOL
5) ANY DRINKS OF YOUR OWN CREATION?: eww roman i remember tequila & malibu. hahaha
6) BEST DRINK YOU'VE EVER HAD: paralyzer
7) WORST DRINK YOU'VE EVER HAD: ummm i can't think of one haha
PART 2 - THE ESTABLISHMENTS
1) BAR YOU CAN USUALLY BE FOUND AT: umm spotlight, cto, gts, tavern
2) FUNNEST BAR YOU HAVE BEEN TO: hmmm all of the above..
3) DIRTIEST BAR YOU HAVE BEEN TO: the embassy? hmmm
4) BAR WITH THE BEST LOOKING Waiter/ress: who knows
5) BAR/CLUB WITH THE BEST MUSIC: cto on sunday? i love the retro!
6) BAR/CLUB WITH THE WORST MUSIC: any bar that plays the same shit over and over
7) FAVOURITE PLACES TO GET DRUNK: curtis', bars, walking down richmond lol
PART 3 - YOUR DRUNK FRIENDS
1) YOUR DRINKING CREW CONSISTS OF: whoever!
2) WHO GETS DRUNK THE FASTEST?: nat!!!!
3) WHO GETS NAKED THE FASTEST (IN PUBLIC , NOT THE BEDROOM!)?: bahaha i dunno?
4) THE FUNNIEST DRUNK IS?: hmmm everyone has stories!
5) MOST LIKELY TO CRY WHEN DRUNK: hopefully no one :(
6) PUKE/PASS OUT: roman is right, everyone can hold their alcohol pretty much!
FESTIVITIES (things you actually remember doing)
1) THE BEST DRUNK TIMES HAPPEN WHEN: everyone is together :)
2) SOMETHING YOU ONLY DO WHEN DRUNK: fight with curtis :(
3) FAVOURITE DRINKING GAME: quarter bounce
4) HOW YOU ATTEMPT TO PICK UP MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX WHEN DRUNK: i don't
5) HOW OFTEN YOU ARE SUCCESSFUL AT it: n/a
6) FINISH THE SENTENCE "ONE TIME I WAS SOOO DRUNK": i broke my f'ing foot coming out of spotlight!
7. FAVOURITE THING(S) TO DO WHILE DRINKING: this has been asked...
8) THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK WAS: friday: first at crystal's, then curtis', then carey's! hahaha
9) FAVOURITE TIME OF THE YEAR TO DRINK: all year round
10) BEST REASON/EXCUSE/JUSTIFICATION TO DRINK: i like to
PART 5 - VOCABULARY
1) WORDS YOU USE INSTEAD OF "DRUNK": smashed, tanked, juiced, wrecked, etc....
2) PHRASES YOU USE TO DESCRIBE YOUR DRUNKENNESS: crazy-fun-bitch
3) WORD YOU USE A LOT MORE ONLY WHEN YOUR DRUNK: FUUUUCK
4) WORDS YOU SING INTO THE TOILET: BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
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[08 Mar 2005|11:21am] |
so did the power go out for anyone else last nite? first we were enjoying the best of will ferrell from saturday night live and then bang it all goes out. we look outside and it was pitch black! everyone was out except for the store. crazyness. it came back on like 10 minutes later after we had of course found some candles n a flashlight LOL. we also enjoyed a game of simpsons' clue. no one else had played except for me and i was the only one who hadnt figured it out. of course it was because jeff lied about having bart! grrr haha it was a good time.
the second time the stupid power went out i was enjoying my monday which means: 3 hours of sex & the city. i was all alone sitting on the couch. i didnt have anything close to me. i ran to get curtis so he could find me a flashlight, bahhaha it came right back on after. that was so annoying. this morning i woke up and meet my girls for some nachoes at the outback shack. mmm mmmmm they were good. now i am at work until 8.. curtis works until 10, and i dunno what i'm gonna do until he gets home. boooo
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[24 Feb 2005|09:40am] |
happy birthday to me!
this week has been pretty good. monday i worked till 8 then me, curtis, shon & vicki headed to carey's for a couple pitchers of beer & some $.25 wings! mmm mm mmnmmm they were good. after that we just chilled. tuesday was very relaxing we just stayed in and watched some movies.
last nite was great though! pre-drank @ curtis' with my ladies then we hopped on a bus and headed to gts. we all needed to pee, badly. got there and amber and rachel were there already. soon roman& steph arrived! roman bought me my double drink he had promised (merci). everyone got ID'ed but me bahah the guy "knew" me, even though i havent been in a long time! me and kinga had a nice lil chat on the patio.
then we headed over to spotlight for 3 seconds and no one was there cept the cops, weird. we decided it was time for cto. got there and it was packed. me and kinga split on a pitcher. we were talking about someone and then we saw him,it was trippy. stayed until about 1. roman drove all 6 of us home! first amber, then steph, kinga, me, nat & rachel. got some mcd's on the way.
it was a great time! tonite: poachers, i'm excited!
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[22 Feb 2005|11:12am] |
if you read this,
even if i don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad
just so long as it happened.
then, post this to your journal.
see what people remember about you.
ps "hate is a special kind of love you feel for PEOPLE WHO SUCK!!!!!!!" bahahaha
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[21 Feb 2005|08:24am] |
well i had a pretty good weekend! finished work at 8 on friday and just headed to curtis'. we chilled and watched movies. i had to be up at 7 on saturday grrr. so i got up finally at 7:30 and headed to my dentist appt. for 8. got my filling and was quite numb. after that i went home for a bit and got my mail n such. then i went to wal-mart with my daddy and got some hair dye! he dropped me off at curtis' around 11, and i crawled back into bed with him until like 1:30ish. his friends from goderich (shawn & jessica) came down for a visit.
we all just hung out for a bit and then headed to masonville for some shopping. the boys & girls split up. i got pants and a shirt! then we all met up again and had some supper in the foodcourt. we then went to the LCBO to get booze. we got rum (quelle surprise). we headed back to curt's and started drinking. curt bought a funnel and i did 1/2 a beer. it went down quite smoothly hahah. nat and then kinga joined us. we mixed ourselves a drink for the bus and headed downtown where we met up with carm & roman. we drank and then went to spotlight. i got quite drunk on $1.75 drinks! well i was drinking doubles the whole night haha. then we headed to gts for like 6 seconds, and then 181!
carm & roman left at 1:30 cuz taht's when they got a ride, but the rest of us stayed until closer to 2. then we cabbed it together. i got back to curtis' and was pretty much ready for bed. i got up at like 10, and couldnt sleep anymore! me and curtis started watching clueless, and then went out to the living room to join the others. we all decided to go for breakfast! we went to a lil diner on oxford. it was good except for my eggs which were over cooked, and the fact that it was almost $20 for me and curtis!
we went back to curtis' and rented cellular on pay-per-view. i love that movie, it was awesome! kelly & jeff came back and shawn & jessica left. we then decided it was time to clean!!! after we cleaned we headed to do laundry. we played some cards while we were there. then curtis treated me to burger king for supper! it was delicious. we got back in time for the simpsons! after that it was lazing around. the weather sucks, and i want summer to come. that is all.
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[17 Sep 2004|12:53pm] |
yeah, i just finished my assignment. haha i was a bit confused as to what the fuck i was suppose to do, but i think i got it done (decently, i hope). kinga came to school just so she could drop off my bag *hugz n stabz* i’ve only gone to 1/2 a class today, and i blame YOU colin. yes, that’s right. if you had come, i would have gone, but instead i have just been lounging around. i’m pretty impressed with myself cuz i actually just a lil work.
holy fuck next class up is with the bitch who looks like she’s about to pass out. i SHOULD go... haha i guess i will cuz the last time we had this class we only stayed for 1/2 of it. haha we’re such badasses. i’m pissed i finally go to get my books (there wasnt even a line) and THREEEEE of them they were sold out. i mean how is that possible, there are like 1000 ppl in this fuckin program. i’m going to murder someone. but we ordered em and hopefully they’ll be in next week sometime. meh, ill just use this as an excuse for not doing the MILLIONS of chapters of reading that is suppose to be done. btw we have a test already next week.
oh yeah, last nite i was all whored up. haha i was kinga #2. even wil & nat thought i was her. haha that’s too funny but yeah she put make up on me and straightened my hair, and i wore her clothes and purse. haha i’ll do it again dammit. oh yeah and i had some shades. (nat send me teh pics!) tonite i think it’s gts again. i hear that it is possibly gonna as busy as thursdays now because of all the fuckin students that are here. grrr "get outta my town"
alright i’m outta things to say, and i refuse to journal whore it up as much as "some" ppl. LOL
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chilling in the loner lab with kinga. just had some nachoes 
last nite we went to gts n funk. some good times
today at school i keep seeing ppl i know, and i try to not let them see me, but then i yell their names out. ooops.
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[12 Sep 2004|06:03pm] |
first week of school = done. my classes all seem boring. i just hate having to sit and listen to a teacher... about anything really. meh attendance & participation is only important for one class. too bad its the one @ 9am on thursday morning eek. there have been some good laughs in class - ’stephanie lima’ , ’ill keep my eyes peeled’ oh man.
anyway. been having some fun too, of course, hit up the outback shack n got the nachoes. oh my they’re as good as ever. also parrrrtied. friday nite - the ceeps (i know, i never go there, but it was a good time!!) and last nite. whoa. girlies (nicole, kinga, steph & nat) you guys rooock. someone pissed me off a lot last nite, but i didnt let it ruin my nite. kegger = one pitcher of beer? yeah right. lets go next week aight, who’s in... ok i’m outta things to write. class tomorrow @ 1. then the western fair? hahh i havent been in so long. oh yes and tuesday is alexisonfire @ fanshawe, all should attend.
peace out, brother (that was for you , nicole!)
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[05 Sep 2004|04:57pm] |
two more days.. hard to believe. there are gonna be a lot of ppl i’ll prolly run into that i don’t want to, but it’ll be fine. i’m happy cuz for sure colin is gonna be in ALL of my classes, and eventually nicole should get her’s changed around so that she is too. should be good times.
last weekend before school. ack i don’t wanna think about that. hahah had a pretty lazy weekend, stupid work. tonite cto & the richmond?! i feel like getting drunk, and i don’t have to work tomorrow so yeah that’s what i feel like doing. right now i wanna take a nap. HAH
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[01 Sep 2004|06:58pm] |
so august is over... that was f’ing fast. a lot has been going on. too much to write about. mostly i’ve been just working and drinking. hahah good times for sure.
i got my schedule for school:
monday: 1-4
tuesday: 1-5
wednesday: 8-2
thursday: 9-4
friday: 8-2
i think thats right. not too shabby... i wonder what i’ll be working... i kinda wanna quit. hahahah, but i’ll prolly work there forever. ah well. tonite is punk n funk. i wanna get drunk. should be some good times.
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what the fuck. i’m just watching legally blonde on tv, and what do i see? a preview for spiderman 2. as always i get excited. however, this time i was shocked and appauled. this preview in question completely tells the end of the movie. what the mother fuck? if you have not yet seen this movie 1. are you fuckin crazy? and 2. do not watch this preview. let the ending be as wonderful for you as it was for me. and that is all i have to say.
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[15 Jul 2004|09:59pm] |
| How to make a jess |
Ingredients:
3 parts jealousy
5 parts silliness
5 parts empathy |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little emotion if desired! |
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